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Post by River on Mon May 04, 2009 6:47 pm

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Episode 1:05/06/2009 Comments ok? Yes / No

Episode 2: 05/11/2009 Comments ok? Yes / No


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Post by River on Wed May 06, 2009 7:53 pm

05/06/2009

I'm not really sure how and why I keep getting shafted at work. I hate to bitch as my first entry in my new journal, but I'm just really frustrated, you know? This week, I had Friday off... it was a planned day of PTO, and the request was submitted and approved three weeks ago. So, since I have "hours to make up" they decided it would be ok to basically force me to come in early all week. (We're down two people this week - Barb is on a cruise and Mark is on his honeymoon - so we were understaffed for the early AM shift.) I have been working 7:30 - 6:30 since Tuesday (and 7:30 - 7pm today) and tomorrow I'll work 7 - 6:30. I don't understand why I'm always the one who has to cover everything. Do they realize that me covering the AM shift equals a twelve hour shift for me?? Why can't they ask someone who normally comes in at, say, 7 or 8 to come in a little early instead of me? What are they going to do if and when I decide to take a real vacation and can't be here?

On a happier note, things are going well in rehab. I've reached my goal weight, and my BMI looks good. I'm feeling a little bit better about myself and I have joined a dance class to improve my "self-outlook". I am not sure if I am getting better or if it is just a feeling from having so much support, but it works for now. I'm deathly afraid of relapse, but I'm doing everything I can. I still skip meals when I'm panicky or anxious, but supposedly that is to be expected. I feel okay mostly. =]

I'm really excited about ND, too. It feels great to help create something and have it come out so well and so quickly. (Thanks to the other girls goes here - it was a team effort!) I just hope we can get a good user base and move to our own domain instead of being hosted at forumotion. The ultimate goal is to run independently... I think with hard work we can get there.

That's all that's on my mind today. Now to have a quick smoke and get the hell out of here for the night. I'm going to skip dance class today so I can go home and relax. Yes. That sounds nice.

Singh, out.
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Post by River on Mon May 11, 2009 11:40 pm

05/11/2009

We had a breakthrough today.

None of this has been my fault. Everything you do is a choice, but if you don't realize that you have an option in the first place, how can you be expected to make an informed decision?


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